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Fire Bender

70% Fire, 15% Earth, 15% Water and 15% Air!

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The Spirit Reaper

15% Strength, 22% Bloodlust, 57% Intelligence, 17% Spirit, 23% Vitality and 47% Agility!

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Hahahh, I stop posting drawings forever and then I come back to post this pathetically simple and very lazy doodle... you're welcome to punch me, for this and for what I'm about to tell you.

I'm aware this is a long description, I guess I can see that. You don't have to read it if you're not interested in understanding the picture. I just write to feel better.

All my life I've been asked out by tons of guys (not to brag, to be honest, even I have no idea why they find me attractive or whatever).
I always say no.
Why? Because I'm a freaking prick.
Now, I'm 18 years old, and I had NEVER....

in my life, had had a real crush on someone (unless they were fictional or celebrities).

Then I saw him.
This very tall, redhead guy at the "Welcome to University" talk last month.

God, I was... it's unexplainable.
He just attracted me a LOT. I have no idea why.
I've met hundreds of good-looking men (many of them waaaay better-looking than he is). But... I've never found them attractive.
But he is. This guy is ridiculously attractive to me...
He IS handsome, but definitely not the best looking guy I've seen. And I have no idea why I was petrified when I saw him.

This is the first crush I've ever had in my life, I'm so confused and angry and sad and happy.

I kind of forgot about him. "I'm never going to see him again..." I told myself. "This university's huge!"

Weeks later, I saw him outside the building I have classes in every Monday, Wednesday and Friday.
I almost scream.
He looked so cute just sitting there, drawing.
Then I saw him again, and again, and again.
I finally dared to tell my friends (I pretty much get along with my whole class which is great to me because I hated my high school classmates. But I mostly hang out with four people, we call ourselves, The Fellowship of the Ring :XD:). They obviously encouraged me to talk to him. Because "our baby is finally in looooove~" (that's what they said).
But honestly, I hate being obvious, I hated it when guys just came to me and tried to flirt with me when they didn't even know me. I couldn't do this to him.
I spent the next days like that, I felt my heart beating fast every time I even thought of him. I blushed when my friends even mentioned him (as if I didn't blush enough already).

We had to do some questionnaires for a class.
So, my friend decided we could go give him and his friends a questionnaire, it wouldn't look so obvious. We couldn't find them. We walked and walked and walked.
I felt sad, but relieved because I was trying to be brave, but I was trembling, my heart was beating so fast. Part of me hoped we didn't find him, part of me hoped we did.
When he had just given up the search, we saw him. He was easy to spot. He's the only redhead I've ever seen in my city. So he just stood out from the rest. My friend smirked, I couldn't do this, I couldn't do this.
But we went anyway, when we asked them if they could help us with a project, he turned and looked at us, smiling cheerfully (he wears glasses when he draws! And he looks so cute :la:). I almost melt. We waited until they finished and when we handed me his paper I was trembling.

Now I talk to him nearly every day via Facebook, and he's a complete sweetheart. Not only is he attractive, he's so nice, fun and lovely, and also very intellectual, eloquent, smart, and loves poetry and culture in general. And this only makes my crush on him grow. He's so perfect... he's so perfect I could cry (no, really... I could).
But, we don't study the same thing, we don't have the same schedule, we don't even see each other at all (only occasionally). He's so popular and I bet there are more girls who have a crush on him...
This sucks.
This fucking sucks.

I'm sorry for everyone who's ever had a crush, I understand you now.

Every time a guy asked me out I would instantly think no, but I would think about it a lot, and would always end up rejecting him, I'm not ready for a relationship that's what I always told myself. And also, I had extremely high expectations. I wanted the perfect guy. I would think about their flaws a lot. Plus I have these... ideals, I would (and will) NEVER date someone I wouldn't consider marrying (not that I AM going to marry him, just someone I COULD picture myself with in a distant future), no one ever convinced me, or when I kiiiind of liked someone (not to be in a relationship, but... just kind of liking, not even a crush), I would find them repulsive after they asked me out for some reason, and I always hated myself because of this. I felt stupid, shallow and selfish, but still never accepted anyone.
But if this guy asked me out, I wouldn't even think, I'd say yes in a heartbeat. I wouldn't consider anything. I wouldn't question whether I am ready for a relationship or not. Whether he's "good enough" or not. Whether he convinces me or not... this behaviour is... soooo not me. He's definitely not what I always dreamt of, still, I find him incredibly attractive.
I was always the type of person who hated everything related to stupid little crushes, to romanticism or sentimentalism in general.
"Love is a waste of time", "Have a crush, me? HAHAHA", "*never ever understands what people even mean when they talk about how so in love*"... and now, I would nearly kiss the ground this guy walks on (ok, not literally... I still have some dignity, but you get me).
Now I'm being teased by everyone who knows because of this.
I get easily distracted, I stop doing homework to talk to him (and then I don't sleep to finish homework). I didn't eat today so I could arrive early to school just to see him. And this is ridiculous. I'm not saying this is "love", I relatively barely know him... but hell, this crush thing is strong.
...and happy :heart:

ANYWAY, yeah. This drawing was kind of a little vent. It's 2am, I haven't finished my homework and I can't sleep. I haven't been able to sleep because of this and I feel so pathetic.
Thanks for reading... if you did (?) hahah (most probably not).

drawing/character: GrinHowl
program: Paint Tool SAI, Adobe Photoshop CS5 Extended
tablet: wacom bamboo pen & touch


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:bulletgreen: Hello! My name is Itzel (pronounced 'eet-SEHL')
It's the name of the Mayan Jaguar Goddess of the Moon, and it means Evening Star.
However, online, I'm mostly known as Fireball which is my fursona's name. Or Grin because of my username. But you can call me however you want. :dummy:

:bulletblue: I live in Aguascalientes, a small city, currently been 'Japan-ized' (70% of Japan's investment in Mexico is here. We have the most important out-of-Japan Nissan plant, and lots of japanese immigrants are moving here, bringing lots things from their country and culture with them! :)).. My city is located in the north-centre of Mexico, in the Bajío macroregion (considered the region with the best quality of life and safest region in Mexico and the most dynamic in Latin America).

:bulletpurple: I'm currently a first year Graphic Design student at the UAA (Universidad Autónoma de Aguascalientes. It's the most important one in my city and I was lucky to get in! :la:), specializing in the areas of Illustration and Traditional Animation.
I also graduated from an Art and Graphic Design High School, so I'm happy I have the basic knowledge.

:bulletorange: I am no professional and I do not consider myself an artist. I've found so many good artists here and I hope I can learn from all of them! (And I hope I can share the little I know with others!).

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Esoragotka Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2015  Hobbyist
thank you for the watch:)
GrinHowl Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2015  Student General Artist
No problem!
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Hi!! Thanks a lot for the :+devwatch:! I really appreciate it!! :huggle: :heart:
GrinHowl Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2015  Student General Artist
You're welcome!!! :3
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Thanks for the watch! :heart:
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You're welcome! :hug:
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Thank you for the watch! :)
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Hey, no problem owo
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Thanks for the watch<3
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You are welcome! :dummy:
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